And that was the last contact I'd had with him, though he was there, a foot away from me, every day. 这就是我和他最后一个交流了,尽管他就在那,每天就离我一步之遥. I watched him sometimes, unable to stop myself— from a distance, though, in the cafeteria or parking lot. 有时我情不自禁的去关注…