February 12 2017 Week 7 Sunday

There is no place like home.

任何地方都不能与家相提并论。

After tens of years roving outside the hometown, I suddenly find that besides the cause, there's still one thing I desperately hope for, that is to stay with my family, my parents, the family of my sister, my old friends, and to find the one woman that I can start a new family with her for the whole life.

Spending nearly ten years in an alien land, I have not owned my small family and I have not started my own business yet. When can I bring and end to such a lose-lose life, both in my cause and my personal life?

I always fear about I would lose what I already have if I choose to leave this city.

How ridiculous.

Without starting a family of my own, all what I have may be only ended in bubbles.

Eventually, what the future will be all rest on my own choice.

If you are losing your leisure, look out! It may be you are losing your soul.

如果你正在失去你的闲暇时光，当心！可能你正在失去你的灵魂。

When I get off work or when I am on my vocation, I often find the time is very boring and I can't find something to kill the time. It seems I have lost the ability to find funny things in life and work.

Am I losing my soul?

Maybe it is also quite good to lose the soul and become a walking dead.